Monday, June 21, 2010

Blogger Buzz: Blogger integrates with Amazon Associates

Blogger Buzz: Blogger integrates with Amazon Associates
So its been a few weeks and I have been on the same path. Promising new revleation told to me by a customer at my job. She walks back in my job after I assisted her and she tells me God has a calling on my life. She also states that the business that I want to get in I need to do it and my mate is out there and he has weird eyes. So I think to myself first where is the man with the weird eyes???? After this thought being the first one on my mind I came to the realization as to why he's not here I need to put God first. Why did the man with the weird eyes pop in my head before the calling that God has on my life. Seek ye first the kingdom of God.... to be quite honest that was the first time I felt like maybe just maybe I am lonely. I never thought that before, I do long for someone to share my life with but I always tell myself its not a priority but maybe it is.... I was on the Internet and ran across 5 things I like in a women list that a attrative and succesful guy made and it made me feel like I need a list like that. Do you guys have this list??? I am a firm believer in you will just know when your soulmate comes along and you shouldn't settle for anyone other than that person. What if that soulmate comes with added baggage should I still be patient and wait or give up and say I'm not gonna wait on that???? What should I/we do???? I know what I'm gonna work on first and thats building back my personal relationship with God so I can hear him clearly. I don't really wanna focus so much on this but this is what's on my mind today. How many women and men out there really are lonely but either don't admit it or don' t know it. How many people lonely and have someone they sleep next to everyday????

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Still Groundhog's day

Hi all, I have been extremely busy with my mundane life. Between work and applying for grad school my life has truly been consistently busy. University of Phoenix I wouldn't suggest but my final choices are between a university in fort lauderdale or Iowa really shooting for fort lauderdale. This week I am progressively feeling more and more like I need a vacation and I need a major change. Even though I am a manager I still feel a bit of I want more. Why stop and management why can't I be an executive before I turn 30. Really and truly I wish I could be a stylist and socialite full-time but I have no clue on how to attain this goal realistically. I also really want my non-profit organization to jump off so I can help troubled felons to achieve goals in life. I have so many dreams and avenues as to how I wish my life could go but.....where is it that God wishes I go? What brings me true happiness? What is my passion?

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Small strides

I just had an experience out of this world with skype. I totally love it and wish everyone would or could communicate with this program. This is one of two steps I have taken to step out of the same mundane world of my groundhog day. So I used skype and started my blog all on the same day. Now mission create interest in the my blog and generate a following. I know there are many people living groundhogs day. World its time for a change!

Saturday

Today I discovered I am living the same day everyday of my life. There seems to be no excitement, no variation. Everyday I wake up single, somewhat successful and wanting more out of my life. What can I do to make it better? Is it this blog... is it twitter...school... IDK. What I do know is something has to give. I went to a local drug store and purchased personal journals but I thought about it and writing in those journals there is no accountability. Who will hold me responsible if I don't keep a promise or meet a deadline? Me? Well that hasn't worked for the many years of my life that I have been in exsistence with goals. I hope anyone reading this blog will hold me accountable for what I say and do. Help!!! Blog world I need you to help me become successful. Right now I am not sure how to define Success for me. Many define success as fame, power, money but me I wouldn't mind it but that is not how I define success. I know I want to be happy, live comfortably and help others but I know there is more in life.