Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Thinking vs. Doing
More and more day by day I grow to be bitter about my blessing of a job... there was time where I fooled myself that the financial industry was truely my calling but the older I become the more I begin to realize the importance of happiness. Happiness is defined to me as a mood and/or feeling brought about by oneself. Wealth or riches do not dictate happiness only the ability to buy THINGS and some peoples temporary followship (not sure if this is a word but you guys get my drift). My job is becoming the daily demotivator that crushes my creativity and my spirit. If I would have accepted my reality years ago I believe I would be in a totally different place in life; not where I am today. I don't want anyone to think I am ungrateful especially GOD I thank him for where I am but I praise him for where I will be. I am ready to pursue my passion and my dreams no longer do I want to day dream of where I could be now I am ready to be there. Time to do the unthinkable and if you ask my I'M READY!!! We only have one life and one opportunity to decide this is what I want to do with my life and I'm gonna do it!!! I am preparing myself for my leap of faith no longer waiting for someone to hold my hand and telling me its okay but letting go and saying thank you as I jump into the sea of the unknown. Who's coming with me???
Saturday, December 11, 2010
I'M BACK: Like T.I. the first time he got out! I'm not going back!
I've been gone for a while but due to popular demand I decided to come back and offer my opinion on life. Everyone who knows me understands why I left my blog I am still in a tremendous amount of pain but its a process. I believe it is only befitting I begin my blog with poem I wrote about the passing of my beautiful, intelligent, model sister Sarita KeShoan Jones. I love her and have always aspired to be like her, I miss her everyday but I think of her every second, minute and hour of the day.
Just can't stop thinking bout you...growing up just wanted to be just like you.
You were the buffer to my storms...always ensuring to shield me from harm.
A life without you I never thought I would knew...until the day u left I'm suddenly blue...
Your smile and laugh could warm the coldest heart...without you in my life I have an eternal broken heart.If I could turn back the hands of time I would be there to hold you while you lay dying...its hard for me to think... why someone so loving and so sweet had to go... it makes me weak. Don't understand did she reach her peak? But I felt she had more time to seek. To be here for Kendall at least..I know we are only here for a time but I wish I had more time.. If I could be there for her final curtain call I know you said well done girl to heaven don't stall. For your purpose on earth is done...there's much more work in your father's arms.
Until we meet again I will catch every kiss from heaven, every hug from Kendall and listen for any words you send. I love you!!! I'm so happy I told you all the time when you were here!!!
Live with no regrets and love unconditionally are words to live by people.
I love you Sarita as I shed a tear know you are always in my heart and I promise to make you smile continuously in heaven.
Just can't stop thinking bout you...growing up just wanted to be just like you.
You were the buffer to my storms...always ensuring to shield me from harm.
A life without you I never thought I would knew...until the day u left I'm suddenly blue...
Your smile and laugh could warm the coldest heart...without you in my life I have an eternal broken heart.If I could turn back the hands of time I would be there to hold you while you lay dying...its hard for me to think... why someone so loving and so sweet had to go... it makes me weak. Don't understand did she reach her peak? But I felt she had more time to seek. To be here for Kendall at least..I know we are only here for a time but I wish I had more time.. If I could be there for her final curtain call I know you said well done girl to heaven don't stall. For your purpose on earth is done...there's much more work in your father's arms.
Until we meet again I will catch every kiss from heaven, every hug from Kendall and listen for any words you send. I love you!!! I'm so happy I told you all the time when you were here!!!
Live with no regrets and love unconditionally are words to live by people.
I love you Sarita as I shed a tear know you are always in my heart and I promise to make you smile continuously in heaven.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
ITS TIME
Lately I've had the strangest feeling With no even reason here to find But yet the thought of losing you's been hanging Around my mind Far more frequently you're wearing perfume And with you saying 'No special place to go' But when I ask, will you be coming back soon? Saying you don't know, never know More lyrics: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/j/jodeci/#share
This is how I've been feeling lately... I feel like I'm losing people I don't want to lose and finding people I don't want to find. In my quest for success I meet so many people that I feel can add value to my life and I also meet people who take it away. Day by day stresses leave and some are added.
I've been conceptualizing my business plan and I really feel good about this business. I feel as though God has given me the ideas but is waiting on me to press the gas and GO! I have always felt as though I should be a wealthy person financially and this is how God is gonna do it I know it! I can't wait to start up and hit the ground running. I can't wait to make my own schedule so I can attend every function my daughter has and not have to say mommy has to work.
Is it higher education that can get you to where you need to be? Or is it drive and determination that gets us to where we want to be in life. More and more I am starting to feel my success will come from more of the unconventional route of drive and determination. I just have to step out on FAITH as the old people say.
I'm ready if you ask me I'm ready!!!! Time to do the Unthinkable!!! Thanks Alicia
This is how I've been feeling lately... I feel like I'm losing people I don't want to lose and finding people I don't want to find. In my quest for success I meet so many people that I feel can add value to my life and I also meet people who take it away. Day by day stresses leave and some are added.
I've been conceptualizing my business plan and I really feel good about this business. I feel as though God has given me the ideas but is waiting on me to press the gas and GO! I have always felt as though I should be a wealthy person financially and this is how God is gonna do it I know it! I can't wait to start up and hit the ground running. I can't wait to make my own schedule so I can attend every function my daughter has and not have to say mommy has to work.
Is it higher education that can get you to where you need to be? Or is it drive and determination that gets us to where we want to be in life. More and more I am starting to feel my success will come from more of the unconventional route of drive and determination. I just have to step out on FAITH as the old people say.
I'm ready if you ask me I'm ready!!!! Time to do the Unthinkable!!! Thanks Alicia
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Thursday
I'm back ladies and gentlemen! I have been working extremely hard for the MAN who ever that is but in reality I really want to work for the woMAN! That woman is myself! Over the course of the week I've had several interactions with people telling me to follow my dreams, do what's in my heart, do what your passionate about. I know my passion but how do I make it a career? This is what I ask myself everyday. This week though I have a great idea, one make it affordable and make sure my clientele feels like my service is something they need and/or must have, finally get out there and advertise my services. What is it you may ask...this will be revealed eventually. This blog will now document my day to day functions on my pursuit to my dream. I want to make my schedule, shop without looking at price tags, and travel without a suitcase. The latter of the three is one of my dreams in life, I want to wake up one day and say I want to go to Thailand for instance; fly there with no luggage and buy everything when I arrive. I want to live sporadically, not have to plan a vacation for six months to save for it, I'm over it! I WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!! I know it is so cliche' but I want it all!!! I know God has a plan for me and I feel this can be incorporated in that plan I know it!! I'm thanking him in advance! I will have all the things I want in life for myself, my family and my friends! For all my twitter fiends #Leggoooo!!!!
Monday, June 21, 2010
So its been a few weeks and I have been on the same path. Promising new revleation told to me by a customer at my job. She walks back in my job after I assisted her and she tells me God has a calling on my life. She also states that the business that I want to get in I need to do it and my mate is out there and he has weird eyes. So I think to myself first where is the man with the weird eyes???? After this thought being the first one on my mind I came to the realization as to why he's not here I need to put God first. Why did the man with the weird eyes pop in my head before the calling that God has on my life. Seek ye first the kingdom of God.... to be quite honest that was the first time I felt like maybe just maybe I am lonely. I never thought that before, I do long for someone to share my life with but I always tell myself its not a priority but maybe it is.... I was on the Internet and ran across 5 things I like in a women list that a attrative and succesful guy made and it made me feel like I need a list like that. Do you guys have this list??? I am a firm believer in you will just know when your soulmate comes along and you shouldn't settle for anyone other than that person. What if that soulmate comes with added baggage should I still be patient and wait or give up and say I'm not gonna wait on that???? What should I/we do???? I know what I'm gonna work on first and thats building back my personal relationship with God so I can hear him clearly. I don't really wanna focus so much on this but this is what's on my mind today. How many women and men out there really are lonely but either don't admit it or don' t know it. How many people lonely and have someone they sleep next to everyday????
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